what A LiFe

The life that I live is full of unwanted disaster that we could not avoid and full with chains of sorrow which makes everyday life a living misery in hell. Would it ever be nice if there is someone who could share the pain or ease the burning flames of the heart but I guess not as there are impossible to find such person with an open heart .For a long time I have searched for that someone to help and lift the heavy burden that I have been carrying with much patience but the effort is none the less futile as its like hoping a miracle of the world would never face destruction .I don’t know for how much longer that I can carry the burden as I am getting weaker by day and the burden are getting heavier by time that passes by. My legs are trembling and my body is shaking as time would be the one judging when would I fall on my knees and unable to continue this journey of a hundred dreams and will that could never be achieve in a sense