TiMez In Ag

When great memories are revived naturally tears would come out of your eyes with having to hear anymore words and sadly that is what happens to my me when i went back to my previous school which is Mara Junior Science College of Alor Gajah . Being back at that old place brings me back the bitter , sour and yet happy moments that i have obtained during my time of 2 years of studies there that i had created with my fellow friends and rivals. It was like going back though time although it is impossible but never the less it felt all the same but with a little twist of maturity .How i wish
i could live the good old days but i now it is almost impossible but this would have to do for now .Until then by bye guys i love you always in my memories

The Coming of a New Journey

The coming of age is something that is unavoidable by every living thing and that shows as it is the same for me .Although I have live in this shell for a period of eighteen years it felt like a blink of an eye and all that passes by me is like a flash of light and now here I stand before this magnificence world as a student in foundation of law at UiTM Kuantan .I think that I am in the right path as I always wanted to become a lawyer one day and follow the footsteps of my most favorite aunt who is a great lawyer but the life of a student is something that I never expected because it is a challenge of both mind and body .I know now why I always see many men are dress in white and works at the hospital rather than them wearing black and white and working in courts because I was shock to find out that because the population of student at my college are mostly the daughter of eve rather than the sons of adam . Rather than it is an obstacle I think of it as a challenge that I have to overcome because in everything we do there must be an obstacle that we have to face the difference is that what is the outcome from that problem either it is a positive outcome or a negative outcome it totally depends on how the person choose to overcome the problem. For me right now I have to to do everything that I can to achieve my dreams by hook or by crook because there is a bigger goal in life and that is to take care the girl of my life and for that purpose only I am willingly to do everything that I can so that she would have a better life .She is the sole reason of why I got back up for every time I had fall no matter how much it hurts and she is the one who can make me go beyond my limit beyond imagination . I guess that is the power of love as they say and now I know that it is a powerful force that should not be reckon with no matter what the circumstances is.

what A LiFe

The life that I live is full of unwanted disaster that we could not avoid and full with chains of sorrow which makes everyday life a living misery in hell. Would it ever be nice if there is someone who could share the pain or ease the burning flames of the heart but I guess not as there are impossible to find such person with an open heart .For a long time I have searched for that someone to help and lift the heavy burden that I have been carrying with much patience but the effort is none the less futile as its like hoping a miracle of the world would never face destruction .I don’t know for how much longer that I can carry the burden as I am getting weaker by day and the burden are getting heavier by time that passes by. My legs are trembling and my body is shaking as time would be the one judging when would I fall on my knees and unable to continue this journey of a hundred dreams and will that could never be achieve in a sense

FRIENDS OR BETTER FOES

I have further my studies at UiTM Kuantan in foundation of law and it turns out there are many girls rather than boys. Every time i have to do a group assignment i would have to be pair up with a girl but luckily i got a group that i could work with at least that what i was thinking at first. It all started yesterday when i have an assignment that we was suppose to do a power point on a topic that "caning should not be used on children". So they called me last night around ten but unfortunately the call did not get through my phone because of some problem ,then they tried again and this time succeeded so they ask me to give this morning .Right after the call i did what they ask and while i was doing that i opened my facebook only finding out that they badmouthed me and i was so ever shock. I was furious because of all the things that i had done for them that is what i got yeah thanks a lot guys .So we started to curse each other and its find by me if you want me of the group its not my problem i can live without you guys just like before you guys are nothing to me.

Since you are far apart from me my feelings for you are stronger and my love for you are getting stronger by the minute i love in all the ways that are possible and some that are impossible to others .We may be separated by distance but what that has to do with the love that of us had .I love you my dear i really do i hope that one day we could get married to each other and spend the rest of our remaining life together till death come and took our souls away from our body .I hope that you will keep all the things that i had give to you because each and every one of it is actually apart of me so please dont throw them away .I just want you to show me that you love me because i dont want your money i just want your love and attention because that is all i ever have dream of obtaining .
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR

The new life

It has been a long time since i write in this blog it is just that recently iam very busy with my studies in the university .Right now i am doing a foundation in law at UiTM Kuantan .I have to struggle in my studies so that i can pursue for degree in law at UiTM Shah Alam but this is no fun and games i must do my best in the examination as i have to fill the requirement for me to pursue my studies that is getting at least band 4 in muet test and cgpa of 3.00.Well hope i can do this because i had planned out all the things that i wanna do if i succeed in my studies .I am for one not doing this because of my self it is but for another people there two people concluding the matter.I have ready plan out how to spend my life as a lawyer thought it is against the never build castle in the air but i think it is not wrong for a person to dream and use them as a motivation to push the person to strive hard

DECisSion

Well in life we have to make many decision and each and every one of it has its own challenge but that kept us aware and alert about our surrounding at least thats what i think anyway. Just like when you could not get what you want there is probally a reason for it to happen maybe it's because there is something better that awaits you at the end or maybe because we have something that is better that we could not realize. So once you got knock down dont give up get back up on your feet and remember it ends only if you wanted it to end. There is always a second chance so dont ever give up and remember all the faces that had sacrifice for you and make their sacrifice worth it in every possible way so that they wont regret what they had given up for you . This is a reminder for my self and all the other people